5/5/11

Music is my boyfriend

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5/4/11

An entry to my life-

You know when you try to get up and you think, "ugh, what's the point"? Don't worry, I'm pretty sure approximately 6,000,000,000 people think the same thing occasionally. But the thing is, many of those people realise at some point that the glass is always half-full...right?
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I grew up lucky some might say, London, underneath its shimmering grey clouds, little Alice was born on the third of January 1996. Comfortable living standard, nice house, mum, dad, brother and soon to be sister. Now what went wrong? Life isn't perfect I know but I can swear that if we'd stayed in London, there is no way I'd be typing these words. Fate I guess, fate made us move to Hong Kong in 2002, I was a small six year old that had no idea of the spiral towards hell that was coming after her. Wanchai gogo bars, right mum? Sorry dad, that's her side of the story, oppresing and paranoid right dad? Sorry mum, that's his side of the story. To tell you the truth I don't give a damn, I used to care...then again, I was dealing with self-harm and the rest so it did seem important. After six-seven years of self-destruction though, I think I've finally come to realise that lingering over secrets and lies isn't what I want to do for the next 50years. So from my bed in France, I'll say it out loud, I'll say it proudly, LIFE IS MEANT TO BE LIVED and it should be cherished!